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Fay

by Malingo

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Did you climb on bails of hay And go swimming in the lake Did you wander through the corn Minnesota bred and born Did you pretend that you were wed To a military man Imagining your kids Blue shutters, picket fence The days were long The fires were warm The starry nights The frosty morn The sun shining down again Each day was better than the last If I could bring you back again I’d give my future for your past Did you lie awake in bed Talking with your friends As questions would arise Would you giggle in surprise If George Harrison were here Would you run away in fear Would you kiss him on the cheek Or smile bashfully The days were long The fires were warm The starry nights The frosty morn The sun shining down again Each day was better than the last If I could bring you back again I’d give my future for your past Stories that I’ll never know Numbered like sand on the shore Up to the mind to devise A picture of the country life
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Pots & Pans 02:57
I remember a yellow kitchen Sitting down on the vinyl floor Momma cooking an early supper Leaving open the cabinet door From within the walls my hands would pull The instruments, those tools of my trade The pots and pans would clash like a cymbal crash Like the music that I’d soon learning how to play It’s funny how it all began with the pots and pans I remember the orange shag carpet Sleeping bags on the living room floor Momma starting the record player Counting the hours to Christmas morn Alvin and the Chipmunks sang That song about missing their two front teeth And as the record played we’d ruminate About the presents underneath the tree It’s funny how it all began with the pots and pans I remember my parents’ basement Punk rock band blasting through the house Momma cooking the rainbow jello Bringing it down for the boys to try out Tragic Blonde, those Sagrave songs, Music that you’d think she would despise But all the while she’d laugh and smile A joyful sense of pride within her eyes It’s funny how it all began with the pots and pans
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No Regrets 03:12
I don’t know if I could ever have made another choice As tempting and exciting though it was Life in academia, respect of all my peers Meaningless compared to all I got You made your peace now I’ll make mine I’m tired of all these questions wasting all this time A mother knows just what she is And I’ll make no apologies, keep no regrets It’s easier to leave behind everything you know When what you know is not what you believe They said that life could have no joy, pretended they found peace To me, it looked like boring misery You made your peace now I’ll make mine I’m tired of all these questions wasting all this time A mother knows just what she is And I’ll make no apologies, keep no regrets
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1986 02:46
1986, she was 40 years old She had seven kids, the eighth about to be born Dropping off the twins when her water broke She said I’m sorry but I got to go So she hopped in her car and she drove to the...grocery store?
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Down sterile halls where you stay Fluorescent lights show the way You spot me through a glass doorway Let go You know me as “that other guy” But I see the smile inside your eyes Your youngest child, you recognize your own Let go I miss the time this disease stole I wish I would’ve seen you more I let my sadness take control Let go I wish this all would go away I wish I’d called you every day I wish you’d watch my children play and grow Let go If I don’t believe in destiny If I don’t believe in anything It could be explained so easily Let go But face to face with all I see I can’t help but acknowledging I would’ve done things differently I can’t let go Lay it down Let it go Lay it down Let it go
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Lullaby 03:46
It’s time for bed oh weary one We’ll rest our heads, wait for the sun With folded hands we bowed our heads On bended knee this prayer you said Lord we will be good Lord we will be good I’ll tuck you in and say goodnight Just like you’ve done 10,000 times With folded hands we bowed our heads On bended knee this prayer you said Lord we will be good Lord we will be good
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Generations 04:07
I know why, I know why I keep to myself And why I take a long time To break through my shell These things they last for generations If you stop look inside be self-aware It’s not hard to hear the lessons that you’ve given It’s not hard to see the qualities we share I have her, I have her Aversion to the cold And like her and her father We’ve got gentle souls These things they last for generations If you stop look inside be self-aware It’s not hard to hear the lessons that you’ve given It’s not hard to see the qualities we share ‘Cause we are the products of our past Some ways we’re cursed, some ways we’re blessed It’s an evolutionary mess But we wear it like our Sunday’s best
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I couldn’t have known as a 20 year old That I’d end up the wealthiest man in the world ‘Cause a decade would lead me to your red front door With a ring made of rose-colored Black Hills gold When you wake, will you fall in love again? Will you even know my name? They’re the same, all these days The lines on our faces Remind me of places long gone Are memories all that we are? I couldn’t have known as a 30 year old That I’d end up in this drawn out scenario But the world has its ways and the Lord gives and takes And I know it’s cliche but you’re worth all the pain When you wake, will you fall in love again Will you even know my name They’re the same, all these days The lines on our faces Remind me of places long gone Are memories all that we are? I meant it: Til death do us part It’s a sad joke, a cruel world Where the more that you love The more that it hurts It’s a sad joke, a cruel world Where the more that you love The more that it hurts It’s a sad joke, a cruel world Where the more that you love The more that it hurts It’s a sad joke, such a cruel world
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Fields Anew 03:35
So long small home It’s been nice to get to know you Roll on Rapid Creek Climb to the top of old Black Elk Peak But not all things last Least of all what’s loved best Still we go on, go on to Fields anew A younger Lewis and Clark Riding your big wheels to Dinosaur Park Badlands, cheap thrills Monolith faces watch over Black Hills But not all things last Least of all what’s loved best Still we go on, go on to Fields anew So take these moments and hold on tight Let them feed your soul throughout your life ‘Cause things won’t always stay the same Don’t you take for granted the present day

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Fay is dedicated to the my mother who passed away in 2019 due to complications from Alzheimer’s Disease. The songs were written and recorded between 2016 and 2020 as a therapeutic exercise to help cope and navigate the complexities of her condition. The album is at times joyful, sad, angry, nostalgic, and reflective as it navigates the complex facets of losing a loved one. 100% of the proceeds are being donated to Alzheimer’s foundations in honor of Sharon Fay Gerber.

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released August 4, 2020

All songs written, performed, recorded and produced by Jonathan Gerber
John Boyle on the upright bass

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Malingo Indianapolis, Indiana

Malingo, an independent Americana artist from Indiana, has been writing music since grade school. His music meanders between folk, bluegrass, and blues-rock, and pulls heavily from life experiences living in the Midwest, South, and Pacific Northwest.

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